y o u n g b l o o d, o l d s o u l.

drewwilsonphoto:

feeling so restless under my own skin. shaking beneath my own bones. my teeth are falling out of my head. my joints snap and pop like fireworks when i walk. my coffee bleeds down the side of my white porcelain mug and stains halfway down. i can hardly finish what i start. the last time i combed my hair. the last time i felt truly okay. you deserve so much more than i could ever give. i hope you have millions of beautiful coffee dates with men hiding behind beards. millions of book store wanderings. millions of trips to the beach hiding behind those smiley teeth. i’m so caught between. showing every spark of emotion. and cowering from the flame in my mind. after so many words i still can’t compose up a sentence staring into your eyes. i’ll wind my watch and wait till it stops. i’ll sit tight and hope you find somebody to talk to you late at night. 

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